Saturday

And I don’t know how to say it you know? Its an odd feeling I guess and I'm really not too sure of myself these days. Yesterday I was in the movie theatre with some of my friends and halfway through the movie I started thinking about you( isn’t that strange?) Anyways I imagined you sitting next to me wearing one of your sweaters to keep warm in the cold movie theatre-I pictured us holding hands on the arm rest, I know its a silly thing for me to think these things since I’ve only talked to you one time and I didn’t even ask for your name, but I made myself not look to my right so I couldn’t see that there was no one there. So that I could imagine you sitting there, just out of vision.

Saturday

So instead of studying I have decided to make a holiday play list for your guys with it's very own original artwork by yours truly! Try and hold back the excitement as best you can!

Anyways, I've been thinking of what I should put in my play list, like an overall theme, and I decided on mostly 80's/90's songs that deal with falling in love and falling out of it (which is basically most of the songs I listen to). Some of them deal with frustration ("Brassneck"), some with nostalgia ("Indian Summer") and others just sweet pop songs ("Pure").

The whole idea of this is to give you something to listen to when you're driving home from a New Year's Eve party and things may have not gone your way (or maybe they did) and you just need something that's a little sad.
Enough of me being a downer already, here's the list.



Track listing:

1. Hey Sandy by Polaris
2. Anorak Christmas by Nixon
3. Young Adult Fiction by The Pains of Being Pure At Heart
4. New Mate by Figurine
5. Strange by Galaxie 500
6. Pure by Lightning Seeds
7. White by The Field Mice
8. Different Drum by The Pastels
9. Indian Summer by Beat Happening
10. Contrast and Compare by Bright Eyes
11. She Keeps Me Alive by Nixon
12. Brassneck by The Wedding Present
13. Theme From Nice by Nice

Download:
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?jojngdguioz


For those of you who dont have never downloaded an RAR file I'll tell you how.

1.You'll need WinRAR to get the songs out of the folder that they are zipped in. It's a free program (even though it will say you have to buy it just exit that little box).

2. Once that is installed double click on the folder that you downloaded from me (it should say "and go our seperate ways" with a stack of books next to it)

3. Click on "extract" at the top and choose where you want to save the songs.

Wallah

Those instructions were if you were using Windows. If you have a mac you can probably just click on it and it will tell you how to extract it by linking you to the program you need.

Thanks if you downloaded-let me know what you think.

Monday

I'm trying to grow a beard and I think I am going to start a new blog (I wont stop this one though).

Sunday

I think I may drift away from the normal made up stories for a while. I can’t think of anything to write so I figure I’ll just post whatever I feel like. I’m not saying I wont post any of my day dreams, but for the time being I am all day dreamed out.


So last night I went to the library to study and I left at around 10 and started walking back to my dorm. It’s only about a five-minute walk and I cut across the rec fields and walked next to the tennis courts to get to the main lobby. Before I reached the front of the lobby I looked up and saw this really cute girl standing on the sidewalk in front of me. I looked down for a bit, not making anything of it, and then I glanced up again and she was looking at me-then she smiled. I was kind of in shock because strangers usually don’t smile at me, especially the cute ones.
I’ve been working on trying to smile without showing my teeth because I think I look goofy when I do so I gave her one of those straight line smiles that just looked like “hey how’s it going…” in a weird awkward way. As soon as I flashed my would be smile I just glanced down and kept walking towards the steps of my dorm. I turned to look at her as I walked up the stairs and I thought she was looking at me so I thought about giving her a wave since, in all probability, I wouldn’t see her again-but I chickened out.
I swiped my card and walked inside and was decided I would go out and wave to her, at least I wouldn’t feel like a total loser. So I walked back outside and she was walking up the sidewalk towards my dorm talking to a guy coming the opposite direction. I walked across the street to the parking garage, waited a few seconds, and went up to my dorm.

Monday

I need to write more blogs.